Alright..I started piano but can't get back to the usual standard I was like 4 years ago...man that sucks ass...now I'm just trying to do everything the best I can and that includes homework..Hmm must admit I am indeed changing..but how long can I sustain?? Started playing Linkin's "What I've Done"..had so much memories with that song..and a guy came up to me today. We talked and he is in a band..probably I can hook up with him and join him..that's nice..but it's only a maybe..Well I'm still missing Malaysia and my friends and the food and that girl..haha..but not so much now..guess I'm trying to prevent myself from literally killing me inside due to over-missing her..but I will always think of her..